An addendum hours later. First, I wanted to edit my previous post and then decided against it. It was true to my thoughts and feelings at the time. Now, after further reflection and another conversation I've come to face that this vacation is what it is. A time for family and friends. A period of rest after much output. A time for taking in, reading, sketching, reflecting and readying the studio for future work.
The angst of the previous post just proves to me that this time for rest is precisely what I need. And that is precisely what I will be doing. Till then my friend, ta ta.